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[27 Feb 2004|12:44pm]
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[26 Feb 2004|01:09pm]
I Love You Anthony
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*--I love this saying--* [17 Feb 2004|08:57am]
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I love you more than anything in this world, and even if you tell me how much you care for me and how much you need me, I would know it's all a lie, because if you cared for me you wouldn't have caused me to stay awake night after night crying over what you put me through. I've been hurt by you so many times, I know it's better for me if I just give up and let you go, but you have been such a large part of me for so long... I don't know if I can make it through this world without you. You not only have captured my heart, but my soul, all of me... But I will let you go, and I will move on and maybe one day you will realize I mean as much to you, just as much as you have to me, but hopefully by then I won't need you anymore because I already know how that story ends, and to be honest with you I don't think that I would be able to handle the hurt again
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hey! [10 Feb 2004|11:47am]
Well I figured I would actually update this thing myself. Well their isn't really much to say the name of this journal says it all. I just want everyone to know that when I say things I mean sometimes I do get irate with my own self but that's just me and I mean the last thing I want is for anyone to be mad at me. I love my life now it did seem a little down in the dumps before but I have so much going for me now. So about the only thing I am waiting for now is just to actually grow up. LoL I know it sounds weird but everyone everyday must grow up and learn new thing. I don't care how old you are life is nothing but a ongoing adventure. Some days you do get things to go your way and some days it just doesn't seem to do anything. I just am glad one day I was blessed with something to go my way. Well okay maybe more than one cause me and her broke up a few more times than just one. But augh that's besides the point now LoL. Anyway moving on the whole point I was trying to make to everyone is thanks. Everyone I know has helped me out in someway whether you know it or not I really don't care who you are or if I've never met you you've brightened my life someway even if it's by saying hi. My major reason in writing this journal is just to tell everyone no matter if I know you or not has influenced my life in some way. here's a few for example:

Meg: Well we all know that me and you were just the hottest thing since sliced bread about a year ago. You taught me alot and also made me realize that some things just aren't meant to be. And you also taught me something else if you actually fight for something you can have anything you want. It's just part of life no matter what happens you have to fight for some things. But augh the past is the past I'm just glad we can be friends now and I hope it stays that way for quite awhile. Remember Rambo will always stay alive no matter how much you try to kill him...LoL J/k Just wanted to make you laugh since I know you don't do it much lately. Hope you get to feeling better.

Chris and Randy: Boys I don't know were to start with you two It's just one them things. You all always been there no matter what I needed it was just a thing. Sorry for all the times I seemed like I was to stuck up to actually come by. Been awhile ago but you all taught me alot and well made me learn alot of lessons. I just have so many memories about you two. Especially when you all decided to drink a little in Norton and left me with a stereo. Well we all know what that ended up doing. Augh well their is so many more to mention but I just wanted to make sure I told you both one thing. Thank you for all you've done. If it wasn't for you 2 I wouldn't have done alot.

Will and Jamie: I know you all probably won't see this I just wanted you both to know that I wish you both the best of luck. Will brother you been there when noone else was and I will always think of you as my best brother and hope you feel the same way man. So many memories I don't know where to begin I just want you to know bro that no matter what happens I'll always be here for you. I hope to talk to you both soon.

Heather: I know your not the first on here, But in my heart you will always be the first. You've taught me that fussing isn't such a bad thing and I just want you to always know that. You've taught me alot more than I figured I would ever learn from a woman/lady. Life is so short to constantly fuss about things no matter who you are. A relationship is meant to be fun and relaxing not meant to be a constant fuss. Trust me I have been there before no offense to that person. But hell we both know it. I just wanted you know know sweetie no matter what is said and how it is said I just want you to know that I will love you as I did the first day. And one other thing I know I will not be able to see you on valentines day but I just want you to know I will always love you and just because I can't see you doesn't mean I don't. You are the best I just want you to know that in my eyes you always have and always will be my "one truelove". The major point in writing this is just to make sure you know everyone that has influenced my life as well as you.

I know this isn't everyone that I have in mind. But hey it's all I can remember right now I just want everyone of you to know thank you no matter if your name is on here or not. I know and everyone knows
sometimes my brain doesn't function totally. If you know me any at all you should know that. But well I guess I'm going to get back chatting with everyone. Remember Heather I will always love ya no matter what day what time and where ever I am. I just wanted you to know that and I hope you will always understand. I hope everyone else understands that knows me any at all. and one other thing THANKS FOR EVERYTHING EVERYONE!!

Sincerely with love,
Charles Anthony Steele Wilder
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*--this entry is for anthony--* :o) [08 Feb 2004|02:28pm]
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Charles Anthony Steele Wilder
Baby where do I begin?, These past 8 months have been nothing but great!!, you taught me the real meaning of love!!..You mean everything to me!!..I've waited my whole life for someone like you to come into my life and make everything fall into place & here you are!..God sent you here to be with me!!!..I dont ever want to lose you again hun, I know we've had our ups & downs but we work them out they just make us stronger!..You make me want to be a better person!!, you're the one I want to spend the rest of my life with!!..Without you I'd be nothing!!..Honey when I'm with you I feel so right!!, seems like everything is wonderful!..You're a dream come true!!..You're the only one for me honey!!..You have the key to my heart please dont break it!..I Love You Dearly!!...

I try to find the words
to express the feeling in my heart;
I try to show you that I care,
but I don't know where to start.
I guess I'll start right here
and I guess I'll start right now.
I'll tell you that I love you
and I'll tell you why and how.
You are the one I want to lay next to
when my time has passed.
You are the one I've given myself to
and you will be the last.
You are the one I want for life,
until the day I die.
You are the one God sent for me,
to be with me, and that is no lie.
You are the one who brightens my day,
with your smile bright and glowing.
You are the one whom I wake up for
each and every morning.
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*-I love anthony-* [07 Feb 2004|07:54pm]
Well, I've not updated this thing in forever!!...anthony & I are doing wonderful!!..Friday anthony came down for a little while, then he had to go h0me :(..Today nothing really went on me and debbie cleaned my room & lastnight we cleaned the livingroom!!..Oh yeah thanks xxxmeggiexxx for making my layout & icon & banner!! I love them!! :)... xxxmeggiexxx & I are friends again so thats cool! :)...I think anthony might be coming down monday or tuesday!!..Things seem so perfect between us now!!..Lastnight I felt so close to him more closer than I ever felt!, I dont know why its werid!..But I am really happy with him!!..I got 3 days ISS for fighting with my OLD friend Jessica friday but oh well, she was telling my other friend Nikki lies!1 lol it was funny!!..My sister priscilla18 moved out friday!!..So Im the only kid home now lol, I told dad I missed her lastnight hehe..Well I guess Im going to go & chill with Debbie & Talk to Megz & wait for my babydoll to call!!....



Anthony baby I love you so much I never want to lose you, you mean everything to me!!..You are # 1 In my life!!, I Love You Hun!!
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--without you Im nothin-- [15 Jan 2004|01:50pm]
*I Love You Anthony!!!*
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